I am so embarrassed

So, who knows what happens on Nov 18th? That is right the most embarrassing part of my life opens the new edition on Friday at 12:01am, "Twilight; Breaking Dawn".

I am smarter than this. I am better than this. I am so weak. I think the books are OK, the movies are not great and yet I am completely addicted.

I resisted the whole concept and mocked friends and general culture for falling for the whole Mormon Vampire thing, then my friend K told me her experience in starting to read the books. That piqued my interest.

I devoured the books on my Nook, checking them out from the Library. I wouldn't dain to buy them myself, that would be silly. By the end of the third book the, the fourth hadn't come in yet. I bought it immediately. Once I finished the fourth, I Netflix'd the movies. Not wanting to wait for the third movie, I got a Red Box membership to get the third movie sooner. Not wanting to wait for Netflix to send the first two back I went on a search to get the best Blu-Ray version, with the most extra features.

I have watched the movies five times; I have read all of the books three times. I still believe that they are not that great, but it is my crack people. What is an addict to do?

I have been openly mocked about my obsession. I have also been asked by five people to go with them to see the movie when it comes out. I worked all weekend, so I will be going on my time off this Friday, opening day.

I hope the teenage screamers are in school when I go.

Hugs!