Downer

In my line of work I see all kinds of sick people. MS, Cerebral Palsy, colds, nose picking, I interpret notifying the death of loved ones, and drug deals. What strikes me the most is the resiliency of the terminally ill. Not all of them are living their lives to the fullest but they are out there living damn it and making the most of what they have.

What am I doing, eating sugar and sitting on my ass all day. I can't get up the gumption to go for a walk everyday. I have cravings that I can only say are out of control and I am truly sick of it. I wish there was a switch that I could flip to give me drive to live a healthier life, but I haven't found it yet.

Sorry to be a downer, I try not to be hard on myself... Some days are harder than others.