Therapy

Things I love to do but stop when I need to do them everyday.
1.      Meditate
2.      Play tennis
3.      Read my spiritual books
4.      Crafts
5.      Walking
6.      Akashic Records
7.      Aura Practice
8.      Work on any of my businesses
9.      Church. Spiritualist Church in Tucson.
10.     Body Stretches
11.     Writing in a journal – Blogging
12.     Left handed writing
13.     Handwriting analysis
14.     Take my pills – Juice Plus

So I have this very specific block where I avoid doing the things that I truly enjoy because I feel like I SHOULD do them everyday. I have worked on changing my language to "I get to do this." doesn't work. It doesn't matter if I impose it upon myself or someone else, a doctor for example, imposes it.

If anyone knows what the hell is wrong with me and not being able to express myself. please let me know. This is very frustrating, I really like the above list it makes me happy to do each and everyone of the items listed above. I simply dread every second until I start doing the activity.

Hugs for anyone who helps! Hugs for everyone else too. :)


PS. Happy Birthday! You know who you are.

UPDATE!
I went into my records to see what they had to say about this conundrum and here is their response:

Q: I am very frustrated with this aspect of my personality and would
like to adjust it.
A: You will when the time is right. What is wrong with having down
time in front of the TV? Your brain moves far too fast for your
physical body to keep up. This laziness, as you call it, it is a rest
period. A way for the physical to relax from the mental activities.